Speaking of firsts...

So I have had a lot of first's lately ....Weird for someone who is considered an adult right?...i am 27 but i still think i am a little girl on the inside.

Yesterday i wrote my very first blog ever!.....i have heard quite a bit about bogging from friends but never thought to try it, and i am not sure why?...maybe i thought i didn't have anything important to say or a niche to discuss...but none the less i found it very therapeutic so i think i might really try out this blogging thing out again..

So i got to thinking...what am i gonna write about today?? Since my first bog happened to be about sexual stuff... maybe i will stick with that...maybe sex topics are a good niche for me?...i certainly know enough about it, and i find it an intriguing topic.

So lemme tell you a bit about myself i work as an "entertainer" at a gentlemens club to put it properly.I am in a high sexually charged environment for hours at time being rubbed, touched and talked dirty too...I have learned so much about the way men truly think ....and what really turns them on but they are afraid to ask their lovers to do it out of fear of rejection...it boggles my mind how someone can be married to someone for like 4o yrs and not know that their husband likes his nipples played with...or has a fantasy of ass play? The same goes for men as well ..why are you so afraid to ask your wife to deep throat your cock if that's what you really want? Men tell me all the time..."I cant ask my wife to do that? she is the mother of my kids!"...but i just don't get it...that's more of a reason to ask her...you share blood cant you share a little of your seamen down her throat??...the truth is most women will do anything for their lover if you just ask for it. Deep down most women are just as perverted, sick and twisted as men are...we just want it to feel like your corrupting us...it feels better that way. we love the feeling of saying no but having you take it anyway...at least i do.

Anyway back to first's...so i had a few recently...you know i am talking a lot of crap here yet there is a lot of stuff i never got to try because i was shacked up with a close minded partner for so many years..one thing being ...taking it up the ass!...now i had tried it like once or twice before with my very first boyfriend when i was young but we didn't actually get it to work..and gave up on it....we didn't know to use lube..we didn't guide it in gently..we basically didn't know what we were doing. So my point is ....i took it up the ass...for the first time...for real...where it was all the way inside me.. DEEP... and i liked it...

its kinda scary to think about having a cock deep in your ass but its really only uncomfortable when its first sliding in...then once its inside and there is a good rhythm goin it feels great. I was really surprised to have enjoyed it so much actually...and lately i have found my self thinking about it constantly...i just want his cock in my ass. Crazy right...i had been missing out on something i clearly seem to enjoy all because i was never asked to do it....

So who ever may have found this blog and actually read my lil story...do your self a favor and don't be afraid to ask her/him to try what ever it is that you desire. And if they ask you to do something new be open minded about it because you just might find that you have secretly been craving it all along....

Oh and if it happens to be ass play like me...please use lube.
if you want her to let you do it more then once put a lot of it on there!

here are some good ones from my favorite website.
www.moystoys.com
( i like em cause they are local and they ship really fast)



Analyse Me! Spray 20ml
BRAND: Pjur Group U.s.a.
SKU: ZEROS22020
Price: $25.00
-Helps to lightly desensitize and increase your anal pleasure.20ml /.68oz



Naughty Nympho Oil
BRAND: Topco Sales
SKU: TS1031207
Price: $8.50
-I really bought this one cause i liked the name..but it works great.